Spiritual Survival In The Linear

"Deciding to participate in physical life is a complicated choice as one becomes more involved as an energy. In the early moments younger souls often blindly leap from one life to the other simply attempting to understand the process. When some clarity is finally achieved the life patterns are somewhat confused.

It is important in your "now moment" to pay attention to the feelings of your soul. To survive in any physical culture, one needs to understand the spiritual survial needs as well as the physical ones.

Playing out dramas is often considered a good way to achieve understanding in lessons. One should be aware that becoming the drama is not the best participation. All of you have felt overwhelmed in a drama out of control. That is because those who participate do not trust the inner soulful indicators or indicators of which should be enacted next.

By ignoring the soul one can flounder aimlessly in the linear and its dramas.

Stop often. Listen, feel what some may refer to as your gut. It is actually your soul's barometer giving you the correct guidance needed to survive and thrive through daily dramas and lessons.

If you feel nothing then it is time to re-acquaint yourself. Waste not time proceedting to the arena of your soul. Whatever the method, get there.

Stop the dramatic presentation. It's most likely a circular pattern with no conclusion in sight.

To soulfully survive the linear one must walk away from dramatics that are out of control. The need for victory in them is an illusion of the physical.

Return to who you are. Find comfort in the silence. It is not a defeat to do so. It is actually a victory."


-VERONICA

A glimpse at the swimming brightly true essence of Self

What a night...actually two nights. I feel my spirit returning after a hiatus. What wonderful people I know, who are willing to swim in new depths, exploring underwater currents of bliss and sensation~ all for the joy of it!

Tonight there was a group farewell for a friend who loves Contact Improv and Water Dance. So in a sacred gathering we said farewell to her by combining the two. Water dance with Contact Dance. It was fabulous. I at first felt myself standing at the water's edge not wanting to tread water. I was just going to arrive say goodbye and leave. I was telling myself the story that I was "too" sensitive energetically. A concept I would like to explore more in detail, for it seems it is more a habit of avoiding uncomfortable settings or not being direct with my words when I am around uncomfortable people. I take the blame and say that I am "too sensitive" When really I am needing to claim my power and assert my needs. I was telling myself this particular story about not wanting to get in the water with older men, not knowing their breed or birth. Then a lovely woman arrived and she was naked and jumped right in. Soon my little heart was aching to be in the water and feel the sensation of dance and movement while afloat currents of change.

It was at first a little new. Wading, flipping, gliding, touching, turning, sliding. Nakedness became a new curiosity as I was able to gaze clearly through the stream with goggles. I was a kid again, playing innocently in the pool with friends. We were dolphin children, sky dancers, naked trapeze artists.

I asked myself to let go, to trust and soon I became a current of water. Soon I was completely free in my presence and in my light. Nothing was there to fear, nothing was there touching me or grabbing me or forcing me. Nothing was there to be guilty about. I was experiencing my childlike girlhood, spirit, innocence, loving and whole fully embodied in my womanhood. This was truly a healing experience and one I can take psychologically and physically inside, easy to integrate.

It took me back to the other day while walking through the woods and looking back on my life. All the things that I ever feared, behind them...there was really nothing scary going on, nothing to be afraid of. All that fear was my mind projecting a scary image or story or made up belief. Even the trauma I felt as a child or the divorce or sexual abuse~these things too were nothing to fear. All the men in my life who misused their sexual energy, all the anxious and difficult high school memories, even the contact I made with aliens when I was Ten years old! How many silly stories were placed over very simple truths.

The forest brought this message to me. Viewing the spooky branches reaching out at me, I could project my spooky thoughts on those trees, the goblins, the haunted darkness. But behind that projection, just trees. What is behind the trees? Spiritual forces, a divine perfect whole alchemy at work which is benevolent and trust-worthy and good. Man created fear. And so to work with fear is simply a process of removing the layers of belief and story and seeing the true reality staring back at me: The trees in their strong arching limbs, bowing down all around me.

The water too, its simplicity of innocence with others simply exploring the body, the water, a moment, a glimpse at the swimming brightly true essence of Self.

I do like to sit and stare at the trees quite often

Ah,
the mosquitos are buzzing around me and eating me alive. I drove home from seeing some people I hadn't seen in awhile and I was overcome with a deep sadness. But I love my sadness these days because I can truly feel it and let it wash over me. I don't have to push it away or create a wall around me from it. It is like the body and soul gets to truly feel it all! When I feel sadness I can experience it, taste it and be healed by it simaltaneously watching it and observing its texture as an objective reality while maintaining my authentic alive and awake self.

I have been wanting so much alone time and it really makes me feel sadness. I guess I am in a place of shifting how I live. I don't need much. I don't want much and this scares me too. I see others going off to explore social events and music and projects and all I want to do is be in the forest and smell the trees, feel the breeze and watch the sunlight on the leaves. I want to garden and visit the occasional friend. I want to make art and write letters. I want to cook good food and drink tea. But other than that, there is nothing much out there that is calling me to it. And I think that is what is new for me. I have lived a long time being "called" out into the world. And now I listen for the call and it is inside of me. It says "Here I am." "Be with me here". "Listen and stop, do not plan, I want to feel you here in this moment."

It is a quiet voice. The other voices of judgment and self criticism and trying to get it right are still there. Perhaps they will always be there and I just need to accept them and keep them in their place, keep reminding them who is in charge and choose the voice that would really serve me.

It has been little shifts here and there, and it has been so easy to go to sleep! Literally, lots of sleeping! I feel in a little fog - and a lot of that is my allergies, but it is also this kind of dreamy state which I have to constantly tap myself out of. Sometimes I can just exist there calmly, but thinking overcrowds and before I know it my mind is a chatter of uncomfortable noise.

My main intention these days is to feel comfortable. Why not? I have gotten so good at feeling uncomfortable. All those Zen teachers, well they say you have to go through the fire before you can awaken. I tell you, first of all, my intention is not to awaken. My intention is to see truthfully and live a life communicating my authenticity and my love. My intention for this life is to see what makes me uncomfortable and see what and where my habits are in relation to acting out of some negative thought pattern, choice, or belief and really examine that. I have found through my observations that the real action that ALWAYS wants to be taken is the one where I am giving more of myself, listening more, and truly offering my love and support to others. So much of my life I have been living in competition and this belief that there isn't enough for me. Is that true? Is there enough?

The trickiest part now is, well... what happens when I isolate myself so much? What happens when I go outside to a social event and am never truly satisfied? I know this is just now that I am experiencing this. But it is coming after years of being out in the world and trying to fit in. Even in High School I was a loner, but I still tried to fit in. I think I have a lot to offer people. I think I have many gifts. I am exploring what those are.

I was asked by Spirit to go and drum next to a friend who was having a hard time. It would please me if my life took on a shape where I could offer love in that way more often.

It is Summer here in Oregon. Things are easier on the outside. There is still some confusion inside my gut as to what this life is really about. The confusion still comes from trying to do it right. And when I began listening in recently and following the guidance to stay home and do "nothing" - well I got really scared, sometimes exilerated. And I guess I am in a type of exploration and experimentation to see what happens when I have very little "to do". What naturally arises? What moves me if the head is not always in control?

I do like to sit and stare at the trees quite often.

You only have fear when...

You only have fear when you simultaneously believe in your mortality. While you would not necessarily do things that are risky to cause you to end your physical life experience, you also never intended your belief in mortality to allow fear to control your experience.

When you accept this concept more completely, you also develop more confidence to do the things you truly desire that cause your expansion. You will begin to not take everything so seriously. This is truly what is meant by a lightness of being. The light is your very own illumination of the true nature of your being. You intended to be the grand explorer of your own life experience.

Wilhelm

Wild Geese

Wild Geese

You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting--
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.
-Mary Oliver

Violet Flame of 1,000 Suns

I AM my I AM Presence, and I AM One with the I AM Presence of every person on Earth. I AM also One with my Father-Mother God and the entire Company of Heaven. Now as one voice, one heartbeat, one breath, and one energy, vibration, and consciousness of pure Divine Love we invoke the most intensified frequencies of God’s Violet Flame of Infinite Perfection that the Earth and Humanity are capable of receiving at this time.

We open the Stargates of our Hearts, and we are instantly the Open Door for the most powerful 5th-Dimensional frequencies of the Violet Flame of God’s Infinite Perfection the Earth has ever experienced.

The Violet Flame pulsates through our Heart Flames and blazes in, through, and around all inharmonious actions, all lower human consciousness and all obstructions of the Light that any person, place, condition, or thing has ever placed in the pathway of Life’s perfection.

Instantly, the Violet Flame Transmutes this discordant energy cause, core, effect, record, and memory back into its original perfection.

Now Violet Fire Angels take their strategic positions over every country, state, city, town, village, and hamlet on the planet. These selfless messengers of our Father-Mother God reach out their great loving arms and raise up a limitless number of people in every location who are willing to participate in the faithful use of the Violet Flame of God’s Infinite Perfection. Each of these people understand the full importance of the Violet Flame now being offered by our Father-Mother God to help free Humanity from all human distresses.

The conscious use of this mighty power from the Heart of God will cause to be established within every one of these places great foci of the Violet Flame, which will continually bathe every person in each vicinity until Humanity’s human miscreations are transmuted back into Light and the body of Mother Earth is healed and restored to her original perfection.

Now, through the Clarion Call of the I AM Presence of ALL Humanity and the Legions of Light throughout infinity, the Violet Flame begins to expand and expand. It merges with the Immortal Victorious Threefold Flame blazing in every person’s heart and explodes into a tremendous Starburst of Light.

This miraculous influx of the Violet Flame increases to the intensity and power of a thousand Suns.

Beloved Legions of Light associated with the 5th-Dimensional Violet Flame of God’s Infinite Perfection...

a) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through the physical, etheric, mental, and emotional strata within the bodies of Mother Earth until the elements of earth, air, water, fire, and ether are purified and restored to their pristine beauty.

b) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through all of the vulnerable areas in the body of Mother Earth. Reinforce with bolts of Violet Lightning all of the faults, cracks, fissures, tectonic plates, and the wounds created in the body of Mother Earth through nuclear testing, mining, drilling for oil, and every other human affliction.

c) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through the thoughts, words, actions, and feelings of every man, woman, and child evolving on Earth until every person individually acknowledges and accepts the Oneness of ALL Life, and every expression reflects the Reverence of ALL Life.

d) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through all incoming babies, the children, their parents, and guardians until ALL youth are raised up in energy, vibration, and consciousness to carry out the directives of their I AM Presence.

e) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through all youth centers and activities, all schools, colleges, and universities, all leaders, teachers, instructors, and professors in every line of endeavor until the Flame of God Illumination and Enlightenment is manifest and eternally sustained.

f) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through all religions and spiritual teachings, so that Divine Love, Truth, Tolerance, and Universal Sisterhood and Brotherhood will quickly manifest.

g) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through all doctors, nurses, healers, hospitals, insurance companies, pharmaceutical conglomerates, and every institution associated with healing of any kind until Divine Mercy, Healing, Compassion, and Vibrant Health are tangible realities for every evolving soul.

h) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through all banking and financial institutions, all economic systems, all money, and the people associated with monetary interactions of any kind until every person on Earth is openly demonstrating true integrity, honesty, generosity, fairness, abundance, and the God supply of all good things.

i) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through all places of incarceration and all employed there, through every correctional institution, all law enforcement personnel, every judge, jury, and court of law until Divine Justice is manifest and eternally sustained.

j) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through all space activities throughout the world until every nation unites in cooperative service, so that God’s Will may be manifest with our sisters and brothers throughout the Universe.

k) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through the physical, etheric, mental, and emotional bodies of Humanity until all disease and human miscreation, its cause and core, is dissolved and transmuted into vibrant health, eternal youth, and physical perfection.

l) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns through the food and water industries and through all of the food and water used for human consumption until every particle of food and every molecule of water is filled with Light. Empower this Elemental substance to raise the vibratory action of Humanity’s physical, etheric, mental, and emotional bodies until physical perfection becomes a sustained manifest reality for every Human Being.

m) Blaze the Light of a thousand Suns in, through, and around every remaining electron of precious Life energy until the Immaculate Concept of the New Earth is manifest, and all Life evolving here is wholly Ascended and FREE. And so it is.

Patricia Diane Cota-Robles
New Age Study of Humanity's Purpose
a 501 (c) 3 nonprofit educational organization

http://eraofpeace.org

The Movie "Avatar" in Real Life - WE ARE ALL ONE!

what is contact improvisation?

up late...reviewing life and options

So totally in a new phase of my life. I feel more mature to adapt to change and new experiences. Though i am still not "PERFECT" Haha, to think this is still part of my daily process. Though I can still make mistakes or choices and not be totally identified with them or the outcome. I have discovered a new compassion and solidarity with myself - able to step out of the box of "doing this a certain way only". Having free choice and practice with each moment. And though I still take part in certain things which i know on a deeper level don't serve me completally - I am free of suffering from attatchment to thinking it controls who i am. Less comparison to others, or at least really seeing it more and more as it happens and choosing instead to honor and appreciate myself and my uniqueness and soul. Spending time alone and with others and engaging in what i really want to do with my life. Finding new insight into the NOW, and waiting, exploring all options for future paths to unfold. I can see this space I am in as only a temporary experience. Job and school - all this as a reference point - always brining me closer to my dream.

I prayed and cried and felt into my heart today as I stared up at the full moon. I fell asleep with the candle lit and the light of the moon touching me. God asked me, What do you want? And through it all, the answer came to me at last: HOME.

More than career, success, - I am seeking my home. Please God, bring me closer to that which I am seeking - my family, beauty, nature - my Home. I pray for this, please show me the way.